Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Silence

Wittgenstein remarked "Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent".
So I extend it to say "Whereof one cannot write,thereof one must not blog".Thats the reason I didnt have a blog for the past few days.It does not mean you have nothing to write it means nothing worthwhile to write.

Ever had that feeling when one music track or a jingle or some tune alwways creeps up on your mind stealthily and you begin to wonder why in the world does this idea randomly gets associated with for no particular reason.

For some reason Bhartrihari's tune is dancing in my mind.I am giving a vent to it now.If my recollection serves me right, this was aired on All India Radio (AIR) early morning (used to be my wakeup call).Whatever happened to it or "Binaca GeetMala"

(Following is a phonetic translation from Sanskrit.CAPS are elongated/emphasized sounds)

kEyUrANi na bhUshayaMti purushaM hArAaH na chaNdrOjjwalah
na snAnaM na vilEpanaM na kusumaM nAlaMkRtA mUrdhajA
vANyEkA samalaMkarOti purushaM
yA saMskRtA dhAryatE kshIyaMtE aKila bhUshaNAni satataM
vAgbhUshaNaM bhUshaNaM !!

Please imagine the twang of a three strings plucked in series on a Veena at the end of each line.
Basically it means to say that there is no jewel that can adorn a person like that of a civilized speech. (My intrepretation here is a li'l rusty).

If you like this there one more pearls of his wisdom could be found here. Now I can go on without the haunt of this for the rest of the day....

Saturday, September 11, 2004

The Last Friday

Yesterday marked the departure of Varun from US to India for good.He is nicely starting a well funded (more than a million Us$) company in India.Just for old times sake we wanted to meet.

Just to celebrate we started drinking early.I initially had 2 'Leffe' beligian ales.The we had Paani Puri at a local Indian store followed by some excellent Bowling action at a nearby alley.I did score some of my best spins ever recording more than 100 points in each.Meanwhile I have also sent a couple of yuenglings too.Nothing happened.Sent a couple of more drinks to find out about the previous ones.Hardly any response and I lost the game too by a margin of 6 points.Darn!

Then we started shooting pool.This time I gulped 3 heinekens for cheerleading the earlier drinks in my tummy as well as for setting some kind of gung-ho state that hopefully uplifted me.I won the game of pool.EhUwOh..I finished the night with one more heineken (I dropped one of the bottles on the floor too) which increased the rift between mind and body.

Then came back home and had a Yuengling to call it a day.I was dazed and confused.It produced a concussion/catatonic stage which completely separated the mind from the body.For several hours afterwards body started doing things without my telling it to.Stripped of its connections to the physical world the mind started running in circles like and engine that has torn its driveshaft and is screaming along at full throttle,doing no useful work while burning itself up.Kind of Like placing zeros after a decimal point.Doesnt change the value of the number but nevertheless fun.I usually didnt emerge from this state unless someone talked to me.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

A Mouthful of Sky

Earth, Wind, Rain and Fire
Wealth, Power, Blood and Desire
One life to live, Before we die..
One Taste of Glory
One Story
One Mouthful of Sky

Now how many of you remember this serial which used to be aired on DD-2 11:00 pm during the early 1990s (Cant place it exactly.).Anyways the four elements, the four pillars of civilisation and some faily inspiring lyrics helped me jog my memory now for some reason..Anyways its a good jingle

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Winds of Change

Hmm.Its been a while since I blogged.Long weekends are always like that.Leacves you yearning for more vacation.I need one more vacation to recover from this one.Ther's been a heck of lot thats gonna change soon so I better blog it down.

Left for Dallas last Thursday to visit a Friend whose gonna be married soon.I returned back on Sunday only to hear that my roomie got engaged.What the heck is happening.Is there a mating season around that somebody forgot to tell me..

Anyways played volleyball after 10 years for almost 4 years.I still got my serve intact but have to practice spiking and my fingering.People out there seem to be too religious to me.Fairly cheap and low cost of living.Played a little tennis and some pool.Got drunk properly to the extent I was completely dehydrated that I was left in a state akin to that of a car'sengine being locked.I had to stop there at the club and ask my friend to drive me back home.Flew back while recuperating.

I come back to find another friend from NJ drop in.Now this fella came all the way and requested him to show something around DC.I drove him to harper's ferry,WV. Back to work again.

Coffee..The Jet Fuel of Corporate America keeps me chugging along.Meanwhile fouind Work so boring that I had to request my leader to assign me a different client and hinting probably a change of scene would help me.Au Contrarie, I was tasked to do extra work long enough to keep those depressing thoughts away into the wee hours and weekends.So much for that.

Its been ages since I played Golf.Gotta get back to it tommorow.Watched "Vanilla Sky" yesterday.Made me think a bit.Penelope Cruz is awesome.I finished another book called "When the Wizards Stay Up Late". Almost a must for anybody interested in the origins of the Internet.

I signed up for parking permit so that I could drive down to my work instead of car pooling.Vey few things can do to mankind what I-495 and I-66 can do.For that matter getting stuck in a Traffic Jam tells you a lot about who you are.I amall cussing and ready to beat up peoplewho cut me off.Had to listen to music to get me calmed down and relax. Very few places where you can see amputated souls on the road. I think a part of my soul too was missing when I got back home.

Ahh! That reminds me.I am back in school learning a lot of Math/CS stuff in a course called "Quantitative Methods and Experimental Design in CS" where you deal with questions like how many girlsyou have to propose before being accepted? Makes it a wee bit interesting..

Enough of my yapping.Let me rest so that I get to write something nice instead of the egotistical crap I wrote above..I leave with this find recollection :

The wind of change
Blows straight into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring the freedom bell
For peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Microsoft Inside Out

I have always wondered what it is like for those Microsoft programmers to be working on software that hundreds of novice users, grandmas and users in Timbuktu use regularly as their platform to communicate,compute and care as far as their information needs are concerned.

This is a company that recruits pretty smart fellas as such and their software has to be resilient enough that somebody speaking esperanto should be able to communicate to a polish guy.How do they value their work ethics and what keeps them driving to write software.

In the last 2 months I have read three books that concern the MS organization as such.In MS there are three kinds of cadres that comprise the core namely the Program Managers(PMs), Software Developers and Testers.Each of these books are supposed to provide a viewpoint(my classification so take it with a grain of salt) from the inside out as to what it is like to work for the world's richest company that ships bits of the OS which definitely affects our everday computing experience.

Let me cut the chase and get to the point.

1.Program Manager View :Almost a MUST for every software house.Ironically this guy is a developer in the MS-Excel team but has some wonderful insights about Software Management in general.His idea is to take the pain out of the managing part and also general view of his platforms makes his blog a thought provoking read.Anti-Dilbertish views that are fresh. He is very popular though his blog which has a cult status and very deservingly is one of the best places for UI design as such.

2.Software Developer's View : This is a excellent book on understanding the challenges of developing "ShrinkWrap" software.It provides a nice view of "breaking the build" which is pretty common to any software development house.People might say he is pro-MS but the reasons for that exactly makes this a very worthwhile read. The person who wrote this book is re-hired by MS to lead the Windows Shell development for the Longhorn version. Now think about it.I am excited to know there is a shell that lets me automate stuff by scripting instead of the boring WinRunner kind of testing (I come from a Unix background and hence this prejudice)
He also claims that the future of MS depends a great deal on Testers.The most interesting argument in this book is when he takes on Netscape and delivers a point home which explains why Mozilla is trying to fight back the weight created by IE.

3.Tester's View: This is an insightful novel about Tech. Sector in general and MS in particular.
It has more about culture than the above two books.Pretty Poignant to see the state of people but in general thats the way it is.Offers good hints as to the expectations of a modern hi tech society.Very Relevant for today's society as MS's software in this century depends so much on these guys.

One common theme to all the above books is the importance of Peopleware (That is Hiring right people) in the success of Microsoft.The continued success of MS depends a great deal on its current leadership and constantly coming up with ideas.

I hope you derive as much insight about MS reading these as much as I did.Like it or not these are the guys who develop software that the lawyers suing Microsoft will also use.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Origins of Virgin(ia) Mary(land)

I and a colleague had a discussion on this topic when I asked him "Is the Virgin in Virginia the same as Mary in Maryland?" and he sent me this list in response.Pretty informative and a good resouce if you are preparing for Jeopardy
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Alabama
May come from Choctaw meaning “thicket-clearers” or “vegetation-gatherers”

Alaska
Corruption of Aleut word meaning “great land” or “that which the sea breaks against”

Arizona
From the Indian “Arizonac,” meaning “little spring” or “young spring”

Arkansas
From the Quapaw Indians

California
From a book, Las Sergas de Esplandián, by Garcia Ordóñez de Montalvo, c. 1500

Colorado
From the Spanish, “ruddy” or “red”

Connecticut From an Indian word (Quinnehtukqut) meaning “beside the long tidal river”

Delaware From Delaware River and Bay; named in turn for Sir Thomas West, Baron De La
Warr

Florida From the Spanish, meaning “feast of flowers” (Easter)

Georgia In honor of George II of England

Hawaii Uncertain. The islands may have been named by Hawaii Loa, their traditional discoverer. Or they may have been named after Hawaii or Hawaiki, the traditional home of the
Polynesians.

Idaho Though popularly believed to be an Indian word, it is an invented name whose meaning is unknown.

Illinois Algonquin for “tribe of superior men”

Indiana Meaning “land of Indians”

Iowa Probably from an Indian word meaning “this is the place” or “the Beautiful Land”

Kansas From a Sioux word meaning “people of the south wind”

Kentucky From an Iroquoian word “Ken-tah-ten” meaning “land of tomorrow”

Louisiana In honor of Louis XIV of France

Maine First used to distinguish the mainland from the offshore islands. It has been considered a compliment to Henrietta Maria, queen of Charles I of England. She was said to have owned the province of Mayne in France.

Maryland In honor of Henrietta Maria (queen of Charles I of England)

Massachusetts From Massachusett tribe of Native Americans, meaning “at or about the great hill”

Michigan From Indian word “Michigana” meaning “great or large lake”

Minnesota From a Dakota Indian word meaning “sky-tinted water”

Mississippi From an Indian word meaning “Father of Waters”

Missouri Named after the Missouri Indian tribe. “Missouri” means “town of the large canoes.”

Montana Chosen from Latin dictionary by J. M. Ashley. It is a Latinized Spanish word meaning “mountainous.”

Nebraska From an Oto Indian word meaning “flat water”

Nevada Spanish: “snowcapped”

New Hampshire From the English county of Hampshire

New Jersey From the Channel Isle of Jersey

New Mexico From the country of Mexico

New York In honor of the Duke of York

North Carolina In honor of Charles I of England

North Dakota From the Sioux tribe, meaning “allies”

Ohio From an Iroquoian word meaning “great river”

Oklahoma From two Choctaw Indian words meaning “red people”

Oregon Unknown. However, it is generally accepted that the name, first used by Jonathan Carver in 1778, was taken from the writings of Maj. Robert Rogers, an English army officer.

Pennsylvania In honor of Adm. Sir William Penn, father of William Penn. It means “Penn's Woodland.”

Rhode Island From the Greek Island of Rhodes

South Carolina In honor of Charles I of England

South Dakota From the Sioux tribe, meaning “allies”

Tennessee Of Cherokee origin; the exact meaning is unknown

Texas From an Indian word meaning “friends”

Utah From the Ute tribe, meaning “people of the mountains”

Vermont From the French “vert mont,” meaning “green mountain”

Virginia In honor of Elizabeth “Virgin Queen” of England

Washington In honor of George Washington

West Virginia In honor of Elizabeth, “Virgin Queen” of England

Wisconsin French corruption of an Indian word whose meaning is disputed

Wyoming From the Delaware Indian word, meaning “mountains and valleys alternating”; the same as the Wyoming Valley in Pennsylvania

Monday, August 23, 2004

In Custody

The origami nooks and folds of thoughts pushed down inside,
pockets deep and intricate where mazes often hide,
and grow,and bend,and twist,
and crease,and wait upon the day
when all the things we never tell ourselves come out to play.

Does Dedalus drop us a clue??

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Satyameva Jayate

All I did to celebrate this Independence day was "Clear History" of my browser.Anyways here is a little something that echoes my feelings for the dear nation :

Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high;
Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow
domestic walls;
Where words come out from the depth of truth;
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection;
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way into the
dreary desert sand of dead habit;
Where the mind is led forward by thee into ever-widening thought
and action--
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake.
-- Rabindranath Tagore

Apoptosis

We have spent many centuries searching for the meaning of life, but in recent decades cell biologists have become even more fascinated by the meaning of death.Bear with me for a while to see the weird nexus between life and death.

Apoptosis , is a normal component of the development and health of multicellular organisms. Cells die in response to a variety of stimuli and during apoptosis they do so in a controlled, regulated fashion. This makes apoptosis distinct from another form of cell death called necrosis in which uncontrolled cell death leads to lysis of cells, inflammatory responses and, potentially, to serious health problems. Apoptosis, by contrast, is a process in which cells play an active role in their own death (which is why apoptosis is often referred to as cell suicide).

For those in the know of Unix signals very well understand the difference between Signal 15 and Signal 9 which is exactly the difference between murder and suicide.In the cell world the signal carrier is Nitric Oxide(NO) not to be confused with the chemical Laughing Gas(Nitrous Oxide which has one more Nitrogen Molecle)

Studies on Earthworms, the fruitfly Drosophila, and the mouse indicate that the molecular machinery of apoptosis is evolutionarily conserved and intrinsic to all metazoan cells.

Many existing anti cancer treatments act through apoptosis because the cancer cells have forgotten how to die and has to be controlled.

New treatments aimed at modifying apoptosis are being developed and are
likely to be used to manage common diseases in the next decade

Whats interesting is the this process of death is significant in the developmental process that usually begins once the egg has been fertilized (Embryogenesis!). The process of birth involves the multiplication of cells (Mitosis) and Apoptosis plays a crucial role in
the birth of a cell.Reminds me of the last words of Mary,Queen of Scots "In my end is the beginning"...

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Urdu Hall

The following are the lyrics of the one hit wonder group called "Eagle Eye Cherry"
The track is titled "Save Tonight"
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go on and close the curtains
'cause all we need is candlelight
you and me ... and the bottle of wine
and hold you tonight [ ohh ]

well we know i'm going away
and how i wish - i wish it weren't so
so take this wine and drink with me
let's delay our misery

save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone

there's a log on the fire
and it burns like me for you
tomorrow comes with one desire
to take me away [ ohh it's true ]

it ain't easy to say good bye
darling please - don't start to cry
'cause girl you know i've got to go
and Lord i wish it wasn't so

save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow i'll be gone

tomorrow comes to take me away
i wish that i - that i could stay
but girl you know i've got to go
and Lord i wish weren't so

oh thats right
save tonight - save tonight
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